Life Is Disbelieving

And the walls are
screaming
and they're still
believing
that i am worth it
well i guess I'm
self deceiving
and it's
pleasing
to know that am still
achieving
the one thing i got in this life
that isn't gone or leaving
and I'm
still receiving -
these cuts are so relieving
and I'm thieving
cause this life has gone to waste
and I'm your
biggest disgrace
that anything could and will replace
when I'm gone
i look on
and I'll see your not even grieving
guess i was disbelieving...