(if this is about me...if not ignore this)

I miss you to, and I hope that we still keep in contact. I was going to talk to you today on MSN, it's the first time I've seen you on in ages, but I didn't...Not because I didn't want to speak to you, but because I didn't want it to be one of those conversations like, "How're you?" "Good, you?" "Same, thanks" "...................." or even delve too deep into our fears like we do/did so often, about college, us....I'm too afraid at the moment and I just want to not think about things. I don't want to dwell on the fact that we might not see each other again.

But I think we should meet up, go to China Town? Like old times? Take our pictures again, now we're 16?

-sighs- I wish things were different.