I felt my life with both my hands,
you have no idea what I felt.
I felt a lot of pain all over,
as if my hands were about to melt.
They'll melt because of the anger,
that I have built inside of me.
From all the abuse that happened in my past,
and all the things I used to see.
I saw robbing and violence,
I went through abuse and more...
I cried myself to sleep at night
on the bedroom floor.
I started feeling my life,
from when I was only one.
I started feeling pain instantly,
yet my life had just begun.
I felt the abuse and hatred
that my mother put me through.
I felt loneliness as well,
and my hands they turned so blue.
At a point when I touched my life
everything seemed to be going great...
but suddenly I reached deep inside
and once again I felt all the hate.
I touched my life, recently,
and once again I feel the pain.
I feel betrayal and abandonment
I feel like I'm going insane!!
