Nothing There

Why is it that i cant feel
that nothing around me seems real
no matter what i try to do
I'm left behind without a clue

deep inside i feel so hollow
my body seems to follow
but my mind wanders into outer space
suddenly i cant remember the time or place

everything is so confusing
nothing even seems amusing
i used to care about whats happening
but now I'm just tired of this never ending

the same story over and over
this whole world needs an makeover
tired of my days being the same
I'm screwed over, look at what Ive became

this feeling will always be there
thats only one of my scare
another thing that terrifies me
is that all the bad, only I see