Tired of feeling
tired of being alone
and with all this pain
pain that ii cant figure out
comes from my tears with no reason
scars from no other outlet
of this pain
yet ii cant let it go
cause I dont know where it started
wanna take the pills again
just to let it end
because ii cant live
like this anymore
no one's to blame
because ii came put a real smile on
cause ii cant figure out what happiness means
begging God
to take me away
asking him was ii a mistake
ii want there to be my final words
cause this pain just wont subside
cause ii just die
