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by Tylor Dent Feb 6, 2009 category : Sadness, depression / grieving, loss
My heart doesnt beat the same anymore. In fact I cant feel it beat at all. My mind races with thoughts of you. & my tears just begin to fall. Youd think by now Id be used to this. The broken heart and all the pain. You used to be so different. But every day I realize youve changed. Right now Im to the point, Where I cant even stand to live. Really what am I living for? I have nothing left to give. I have barely an emotion. & I know I should just move on. I feel like giving up. Cause, I already know youre gone. Im not even sure if you care anymore. Im so broken and confused. I lost all the hope I once had. & struggling is all I do. When you left me here alone. All my air escaped my lungs. My heart broke into little pieces. & my body became so numb. My body has no more strength. Im exhausted and Im weak. My systems are slowly shutting down. & now I cant even breathe. Jay Jay Comment & Rate