Stay?

I look up at the stars shining against the velvet sky
I ask myself strange questions I ask myself why
The fear that I feel grows stronger every day
I'm so scared in case you have found someone who may
Be better for you more pretty less shy
I know its not true I know it's a lie
I don't feel good enough for you though
I know this is something that you must know
But sometimes you hurt me you know what you do
Its always the same things, nothing new
Yet you still do those things and hurt me some more
It makes me so sad, so angry to my core
Yet I love you so much I have no choice but to stay
Sometimes I just wish you wouldn't do the things you say
Maybe I'm just too wrapped up in the love
I have no guardian angel watching from above
I just want you to see the tears in my eyes
The pain in my voice which I try to disguise
I just want you to be happy even if it makes me sad
I'm not saying I hate you of course I'm glad
I have you but still baby you could do better
Although our feelings match when I read your letter
I think its just me I don't mean to be like this
I just always want you always want your kiss
When you upset me I just want to cry
And there's always excuses so I wonder why
If you really love me as much as you say
Then why wont u do anything to make me stay?