You don't look further than what you see
To you I'm an angel that has been set free
Underneath I have feelings and they're so intense
As I live in a world that doesn't make sense
Due to bad habits I already lost one wing
As I can never seem to forget anything
Hurt from the past shivers in present day
New ones created in a disrespectful way
Protecting the boarders, my territory invaded
Expectations of men kind will always be overrated
In the end it was just a lost battle before I had even begun
What was I supposed to do, I'm not the person to run
I promised myself I would open up to you no more
My trust proven unstable and unable to restore
Despair leads me to an aching of physical pain
System shut down but still flooded by my inner rain
Unwanted thoughts penetrate and won't let me be
This weakness existing inside me disfigures me
A dark guest arrives and turns out to be a welcome host
As inner rest is what I desire the most
