I dont know where to run i dont know where to go,
my life falls more and more apart everyday,
now can someone please tell me how im supposed to live without him.
im dieing inside more every time i see them together, it kills me. he told me lie after lie and then the very next day he was back with her. so now i see what a mean jerk he is, but honestly that just makes me want him more and I really dont understand why. Well they do say love is a complicated and now I believe it with all my heart. I would really do anything thing to get that jerk. I see so many good things in him.
I feel so empty without him. Hes that person that saved my life, and now hes only ruining it. My live is like a never ending rollercoaster I just go up and down It never stops when I really want it to. Ive tried to move on but it just dont work, I dont want to be in love with him but I cant control the way I really feel.
Every time I see him I get butterflies and every time im around him I lose my breath, when I say goodbye I miss him, its a feeling I cant really fully explain..
I just want him so bad. The pain I feel is indescribable like it just hurts so bad, my heart is broken into millions of pieces and I dont think anyone can fix it except for him.
