Running a race I can never finish,
All previous thought slowly diminish,
From the ashes a new idea will rise,
Fueled by looking int his eyes,
The chance that we may have a future,
Even the wish for it seems imature,
Though, I refuse to give up the fight,
While my dream is still in sight,
Holding on to my empty desires,
Lonely days is all it'll inspire,
With every intention to put up with the pain,
Committing to him with nothing to gain,
Every smile, I promise to be real,
For it was him who taught me to feel,
Doing things for him I normally wouldn't do,
Trying to prove to him I will always be true,
Forgetting who I am whenever he is near,
Always letting my emotuions interfere,
Glad I was lucky enough to get a second glance,
Hoping to be worth him giving me a chance
