I Can't

You've believed in me,
When I needed it.
And you've given me,
Things to believe in.
You've done so many things,
That I'll never be able to repay you for.

I know I should go on with my life,
To make you proud of me.
But I can't,
My heart isn't mending and it hurts.
It hurts more than words can describe,
And I can't go on with it.

It?s tearing at me,
And won't stop.
Life seems so pointless now,
There's nothing left for me.
All I want to do is,
Lay down and never wake.

I wouldn't feel the pain anymore,
I?d be happy and care free again.
Like I was when I was a child,
Without a care or a worry?..