I want to believe that I'm just fine without you
but i hear those songs and i make sure to think about you.
and i can spend hours looking at your picture and think your still mine
i told you good bye for a very good reason but i still want to believe i have been just living in a dream world for so many months now
i can't sleep i can't eat i can barely breath without you here
and it becoming more and more impossible to love someone else
i keep looking for someone else but every time i find some one it seems like their not good enough
and its all your fault i want to hate you so bad but i know in my heart that i will never be able to
there is nothing more you can do to me
you say the worst things to me and your still lying but I'm done letting it get to me
one minute you want me and the next I'm not worth it
and i hope one day you find a girl who treats you like you treated me and you love her the way i loved you and you could feel how i have been feeling for months now
but then again i hope you find someone who loves you and you love them and your happy together because as much as you hurt me i couldn't stand seeing you hurt that way
somewhere along the lines you did something to me, you made me appreciate who i am.
you made me realize that i can survive through hell and back again.
somehow you made me who i am right now
you made me a better person
and since we left each other i realized theres more to life then what it seems.
