I still love you but I hate you

You're in my head again
And you refuse to leave
Thinking about you hurts
Instead of bring me relief
You invaded my mind
And took off with my heart
I didn't fight to keep it
Now light less, I'm fading into the dark

I still love you but I hate you
How can I feel both
You broke into my inner thoughts
And ran off with my soul
Now I am a hollow being
Living lifeless and all alone
An undead zombie with no meaning
Who is longing to be whole

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