I may have made decisions,
but your still around in my heart.
I know what I did was for the best,
and I didn't play you like a fool.
I did it for the both of us,
and I do love you
just I'm not ready.
I didn't mess with your heart
all I said was true
you say that I don't love you,
but how do you know?!
I have showed enough
just you expected something more.
I'm not ready for a big leap.
You moved away.
I stayed here.
I pushed you away.
You tested me if I cared.
You took everything the wrong way.
I was feeling numb and didn't know what to do.
I was the one to say the last words.
You said bad things about me and then stayed quiet.
Are you proud what you said to me?
I am getting happier slowly,
and I'm slowly moving on.