I loved the way you called me babe...
The way when you told me you wanted to see me my heart felt warm....
Even when you were so far away I wanted to hold you.....
You broke my heart, yet i forgave you.....
Every time I cried you said you cared....
I need to get away for you, the pain you put me though...
I wanna run away when I see you with someone else.
I wanna die every time I think about how much I loved you
I cut these words of the tears no one will ever see into my skin
Looking back now it kills me... I'm sorry i cared for so long
I just wish you knew how your the only one that can kill me...
How no matter how much i try to hate you I can't.....
Iv tried to hold it if for to long...I hate to lie
I thought the wrong in you was right...The pain was normal
I was wrong...
The pain i feel because of you Is what kills me inside everyday
I hang my head scared to know what people might say..
I'm scared to see the lies that are held behind this plastic smile.
I try to let go of this fear and you rip me back down....
Into A world that tears away at me slowly and laughs as I fall...
I'm sick of this pain....
I'm sick of writing words that you will never understand
I'm sick of fighting... I wanna just let go
I'm sick of being taken advantage of...
I'm sick of feeling worthless....
Its all because of you....
Then why the hell do I hate to love you so much
and love to hate you so dearly......
I'm saying goodbye today.... Take your sorry some were else
Because i don't believe you anymore....
You broke my heart for far to long...
