Already Dead

I wont move at all
as i take hit after hit
I'll stand there dying
bit by bit

I'll take your words
without a blink
as they invade my mind
but no thoughts will i think

I wont say a word
or cry another tear
I'm not afraid of death
i have nothing to fear

My eyes are blank & empty
this pain i don't feel
because nothing around me
is even real

Like a puppet
controlled by strings
like a fallen angel
who lost her wings

Like a surging ocean
without its waves
like a dead corpse
without a grave

I'm still alive
or i seem to be
but none of you know
none of you can see

That no one can hurt me
i don't feel pain
the words you yell
all seem the same

You cant destroy my faith
because its already gone
Ive accepted my death
Ive already mourned

On the inside
no feelings are there
no soul remains
i don't even care

So here i lie
motionless in bed
you cant destroy me
because I'm already dead