I know this might be a weird place to put a poem about suicide..but i think it is a matter of faith...i hope you like it.

WHAT I WANT TO KNOW IS HOW YOU CAN ASSOCIATE YOURSELF WITH YOUR "SO CALLED" FRIEND "JUST FOR ME" ? YOU ARE AN OBVIOUSLY HURTING INDIVIDUAL, BUT I FEEL SO SAD THAT YOU THINK THAT IGNORANT PR**K IS GOING TO MAKE YOU A BETTER PERSON. HE'S NOT. IN FACT HE WILL BRING YOU DOWN. HE PREYS ON PEOPLE LIKE YOU WHO CANT OR WONT STAND UP FOR THEMSELVES. HE GIVES THEM A SENSE OF IMPORTANCE THAT IS NOT REALLY THERE. IF YOU PERSIST IN ASSOCIATING WITH HIM, YOU WILL BE HURT ALSO... IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE.