Anotha random thought

So really this is just a thought poem--so free verse lol

how can u make my heart melt one minute with the smile
yet in the next minute my heart breaks by your lies?
how can we be so happy one minute together
then u need someone else the next....

how can i love you
but hate u n the same breath

r u really the one i love
or is it something i just tell myself BC i want love.