Final Tear for a Friend so Dear

My tears I hide inside,
Next to where you stay,
I cry myself to sleep,
Without making a peep.

Only you know why,
Why I cry,
Your with me all the time,
So you know I wish to die.

Not because I hate life,
You shown me how precious it is,
I wish this because you silenced the screams,
And Wish to be with you.

My promise was in vein,
But you still forgive me,
I Look up to the sky,
To see my friend fly.

I woke up today,
To the Sun shining through my window,
Was this your smile?
I do think so.

About that blade,
And how I wish to fade,
It's a price that cant be paid,
Thanks to you I think I'm saved.

You were an excellent friend,
One of a kind,
I miss you everyday,
I find it so hard to say.

My eagle you are.
My friend you were.
An Angel I have.
And a hand always on my shoulders.

Thank you for everything,
A kiss for you every night,
You helped me find the light,
I hope I did everything right,
And helped you through your fight.

Soar now I love you and always will to Leslie