I wanna show you something

I wanna show you something mom
but please dont get mad
its something that i do
when i get really sad
im raising up my sleeves mom
please dont cry
this is where all my pain secretly lies
mom please dont be upset
it dont hurt anymore
touch them its okay
they are no longer sore
mom i told you not to cry or be upset
i know you may not wanna hear this
but the razor blade has become my pet
i need your help mom
i cant do this alone
thats why your the only one that ive shown
i know its wrong mom
but it relieves my pain
i wish you would understand
and not think im going insane
by showing you my pain mom
it really helps me
its a terrible thing ive done to myself now i see
i love you mom and im the one to blame
im happy that you understand
and dont see no shame
im leaving my sleeves up this time mom
cause im not hiding no more
im done with it all
and throwing my razor blade out the door