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by Stace Feb 11, 2009 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
My ever-present inner fight Going through dark, looking for light Only trying to do what's right Still wishing you were here tonight Turbulence with my direction Love's my sickening infection Changing loves, wanting perfection Sheep's eyes threat'ning insurrection Can't find what I'm looking for Opening windows, shutting doors Falling head-first, 'cross the floor Just wondering if it's HIM for sure In my life they come and go Which one's HIM, I want to know Each one puts on quite a show But in the end, the answer's no My ongoing contemplation Brings me only desecration None so far are my salvation My heart feels all the degradation Each man takes a piece, it shatters Leaving my whole heart in tatters And despite ongoing chatters Emotions dulled, nothing matters Can I get them all back? My character's begun to crack 'Cause deep inside my heart is black So forever love I may lack