Daddy Don't Go.

I didn't want to admit it,
So I didn't , I hid it.
But now... I wish I said so.

I don't want you to go,
I don't want to tell Jakie your gone.
Forever.

Will you come home ever again?
Will you cuddle me?
When you return?
Will you miss me?
Daddy, I don't you to leave,
even if you hit me like you did,
I will still miss you.
I don't want to be anymore Broken then I am.

I swear, I'll grow back my hair,
Stop cutting my arms,
I'll talk, I will, I swear.
If that will make you stay, for me.
For us?
Please...?

Jakie doesn't deserve this, you know it.
How can we survive?
the needles are expensive you know.
so are my mental health bills.
Daddy, this is another load you didn't think of.
how can I be a writer one day?
I want this dream more then anything,
I'll be lost in this turmoil and poverty...
Daddy! you make me cry, I hate it!
You didn't even say goodbye,
why? why can't you say goodbye at least?
Tell me please...
Daddy this hurts my heart,
I don't want to admit it,
I wish I didn't care,
But I do, I do...
Daddy don't go.