I wake up with tears in my eyes
I wipe them away and put on my disguise
I get dressed in a daze
every since you left i've been lost in a maze
I go to school with a smile on my face
wondering what terrible memory I will have to embrace
I always plan my day keeping myself busy
except for those moments when a memory slips through an i get a little dizzy
I go home,put a smile on for my parents
Then sneak away to my room, then i'm doomed
The tears start to fall as I curl up in my bed
sometimes I wish i was dead.
I finally cry myself to sleep, holding your shirt
feeling so weak, so hurt.
I wake up and my day starts all over again
I wonder when will it all end.
This is how my life is without you
always lost never knowing what to do.
I like this alot it was very wonderfully written I kno what its like to live a life like that and it hurts! Awesome way of portraying your true feelings.
