I took this time.

I didn't realize how much i loved you,
until i let you slip away.
i gave you to another girl,
and i'm sorry i made that huge mistake.

when i let you walk away from me,
and told you there was nothing left.
did you chose to leave, or was it me?..
that mistakenly gave you such a test?

i was stupid, it was stupid..
to not let you know..
the last thing i ever wanted,
was to see you go.

my dreams were a reality,
my craziest wish came true ..
and the closer i got to finding out,
is the closer i got to you.

so here i am, alone and thoughtless.
besides the thoughts of you.
i took this time to write this out,
but what good will that do?