Walking disappointment

Every moment, I see your face behind your class clown ways,
Name your prize, because I have no idea what I'm doing babe,
Stand in line been waiting on end, don�t know what im going to say.

Live ya life, stand strong, and don�t want to us to be the enemy,
Well here we go, ive broken ya heart an screwed things up,
But when will it end, when will you see I can�t be the one you want me to be.

I might be cheerful an smiling on the outside but man im breaking in,
You tell me im perfect, I shouldn�t change, but what you give me makes me want to.
I don�t want to hurt you once more, like I usually do, its shattering.

Friends are what we live for, so why can�t we breathe the way we use to,
Hiding behind a life of lyrics and movies, provides me with life adventures,
They say life is a highway, bringing you ups and downs, what�s a girl to do.

Disappointment, I may be, is there going to be a distance between you an I,
I mean after this is over, because Im scared to look whatever�s happening in the eye,
I guess im going to have to get use to just hugging my mates, this is my life.