Never before have I felt like this,
It’s kind of like the colors of the rainbow,
They have all turned to gray,
I no longer know what to say.
I’ve been sad many times before,
But never have I thought of my death,
I look over the edge and see a place of peace,
A quick way out of this hell I live in.
But nobody notices all the pain,
All they see is a girl with a pretty smile,
Wearing all these vibrant colors,
When all I feel is black inside.
I still don’t know how,
My eyes could still tear,
After all the nights I’ve spend,
Crying myself to sleep.
All this time has gone by,
And nothings gotten better,
If anything things have gotten worse,
And there’s nothing I can do to fix it.
Never before have I felt like this,
I look over my shoulder hoping you’ll be there,
But you’re not and never will be again,
I take a deep breathe and let my peace begin…
