There, here now i gotta say...
Somethings happened, somethings wrong, somethings gotta go away...
I kneel to my knees and pray...
But i gotta say...
No GOD no LOVE no person watching us from up above...
NO man NO woman NO god NO goddess...
Us..... only us..... its a must to only look after us....
It took me a while... Meany men i learned to bow...
But here but now... not latter in the day its almost killing me not to say...
If there is a god... if there is a heaven...one day ill learn again how to pray...
YET here YET now Yet all these tears that brake loose and fall down....
Here... in this moment in my mind... as i close my eyes... i pray...to god.... that he is gone....
I wanna believe its not my fault i wanna believe every things OK....
DAMN IT I WANNA BELIEVE IT WASN'T MY FAULT UR GONE TODAY....
But here... but now... in this moment i fall down...
I wanna fall... forget it all..... die in peace.... and not have to crawl....
I wanna breathe.... i wanna fly..... but now.... it feels like imma bout to die.....
But here.... but now...... in this moment i change my life..... forever.....forever.....and always.....
