You sit at his house waiting for him to arrive.
but, you know in your head theres something else you strive.
When you sit at home you think about your past.
Wishing that your prior relationship would have last.
You think about your old boyfriend.
Hating yourself for making it end.
You make yourself believe that he is the one.
Knowing the real one, was already done.
You have so many lies kept up in your soul.
That you just build yourself an even deeper hole.
You remeber that day, trying to find someone to mate.
So you could try to make your own fate.
Thinking he would come back running to you
You did a thing that not many people would do.
You live with the haunting memory of all the things you did.
Like telling everyone that you and your old boyfriend made a kid.
When you know exactly who it was with.
But just because you wanted him back, you made a myth.
You pretend to be so happy, but we both know who your really thinking of.
You wish and pray, that u still had his love.
Well thats what you get for commiting such a sin
Because sweetie now, you will never win.
now your life is just one big lie
and you get to live with it until you die!
