Not a day goes bye that im not struggling
Everything hits me like a storm going through me
Somehow i hold onto myself
These people cant bring me down
Im not ready to give up
I cant let these people distroy me
They did this before , Havnt they?
Its just another repeat of my past
Isnt that y im like this today??
No more No more
I have myself in the end
I been through everything
I can do this
I cant try harder, I did my best
I cant be perfect, but i tryed
It seems like no one cares
I need to know how to be there for myself
Im upset i worked so hard
When others let me down
I feel like theres a hurrican going on around me
Trees falling, There is no light
I cant see my future
Theres no such thing as a happy family
There is no such thing as love
There is no thing as "were gonna make it, it will be ok"
In the end you can only trust youself
When others let you down
So hurt
So misundersoood
Family turns into disaster's
Children turn into rejection
Marrige turns into divorce
Time has change
Nothing last
People hurting, people dieing
This is life
Break up after break up
Crying on the inside
Dieing on the out
No one can see
All the peices that no one can be
I always dreram for things to be ok
The i wake up and relized this is life
Cutting, drinking and drugs
How can we do without
Its easy to say that we will stop, but impossible to act
Anger takes me over!!!
I want a family
I want to be happy
THis will neva be
Unless your reading a book with a happy ending
I learned this from when i was very little
Up to now
I relized nothing last
