Sitting alone on my bed
As my tears run down my face
All this stress is overwhelming
I just wanna escape from this place.
I'm yelling and screaming
Hoping the pain will fly out
But it comes back 10 times worse
So all I can do is once again shout.
But I stop and take a deep breath
And let off a little smile
Because when I look into your eyes
I see this life is worthwhile.
You wipe the tears from my face
And hold me until I fall asleep
You try to do everything you can for me
I know you're love is true and deep.
I appreciate everything you do for me
Although that doesn't always seem true
I never mean to hurt you or make you feel bad
I just can't wait to start this family with you.
I know these days are difficult
They seem to get harder and rough
But for you and our new son
On this bumpy road, I'll stand strong and tough.
Our family will be great
You, me, and Aadyn Nikolas
Just please stick with me
I know we'll get through this.
I love you so much
Down to the depths of my heart
I'll fight, lie, and cry for you
But I'll die if we're apart.
Again I'm alone on my bed crying
Staring at this ring that shines like your eyes do
But I let off a little smile
When I start to picture myself marrying you.