To Want

I made it clearer than crystal
But you swore it was not straight
I don't really even know
How to say it any other way
You tell me to shut up
And keep it to my self
You tell me I'm a guy
And I should just shut my mouth
So for how many months have I done that
Pretended to not want you
What's worse than all of that combined
To want yo to want me to.
Bye.