Confession

I want to say thank you,
for being there through the sorrow and pain,
thank you for helping,
although there was nothing much to gain.

I am sorry if i hurt you,
or if you dont understand,
I am just glad,
you are offering a helping hand.

I am sorry if i did things,
That probably werent the best,
I am sorry for hiding things,
I think its about time i confessed.

Things have been hard,
And i may have pulled through,
But there a some scars,
because of the story im about to tell you.

i guess i may have changed,
from the person you once knew,
And i did something,
i thought i would never do.

I cut to prove to him,
That he is not the only one that can hurt me,
I cut to release the pain,
That no one else can see.

I have been through rough patches before,
But nothing at all like this,
I think its because,
Of all the things i have reminisced.

He hurt me more than anyone,
I have ever known,
He hurt me much more,
Than i have ever shown.

He changed me in to someone,
I truly hate,
I think him hurting me this way,
Was a stupid twist of fate.

And some days you will see me,
With a little smile,
Maybe i am pretending,
Like i have been for awhile.

I am sorry if i hurt you,
Or you think that I've done wrong.
I just thought i could tell you,
Since Ive hidden it for so long.