All I'll Ever Be

Sitting on the window ledge staring at the
Serene Snow leisurely falling from the heavens
Sleeping peacefully on the bed laid an Angel
Which always awed me every time I looked at her
Though she will never know how I feel

From the very moment we met
Cupid struck an arrow into my beating heart
And ever since, it's been bleeding only for her
We are best friends, always there for each other
And at times unbearable, seeing the guys she dates

Giving her the 411 on them but she's rather a stubborn one
Always an adventurous one, finding things her way.
When she does it hurts her to the core, her heart can only
Take so much before it cracks into pieces and breaks completely
Always having me to comfort her when she finds the truth

Telling her "told you so" and she hits me like always
But smiles knowing that I'll always been there for her
Falling asleep in my arms, feeling her heart beating so slowly
Saddened knowing this is all I can do for her, yet be close to her...
Leaving her to sleep, walking home in the frigid snow

Closing my eyes, wishing upon a star for her
A tear trickles down my eyes and crystallize
Instantly the moment it cascades from my face
Her smell still lingering on my clothes
And her warmth still keeping my heart beating

Opening my eyes, only to see her sleeping
Sighing knowing that my heart finally let up
Approaching her, leaning in to kiss her finally...
Now it was clear, all I'll ever be for her
Is a Guardian Angel watching over her from the stars...

12:17pm
2-14-09