It's True

I have tried so hard to be the girl you want
yet you
still
don't
seem
to
care

I see you glance my way and my heart skips a beat
I
dissect
every
single
stare

I can talk to you about anything at all
but the words
that were said that day were
lost

and I have waiting so long for you to know
and now I have
paid
the
cost

ignorance is bliss but it is killing me
you
don't
seem
to
care
about
what you mean to me

I don't even think you really care
I am starting to think
it isn't meant to be

I am no longer walking around with my heart on my sleeve
It has been broken
too many times
for me to trust

I wished it to be true but I just don't understand
All I can do is love you
it's true
it's a must

written in October 2008