Its not us

Here comes the bullet ; I'm ready to release
death by birth, why didn't it work for me?
life is getting hard, and so is my heart
im starting not to trust anyone, believe anyone, know anyone, hate everyone
how could she have said that, that i was tied with him?
4 months of friendship over 4 years of us?
all i wanna do is let go, of everything and anyone
nobody really cares, my heart is splitting in two
after the years of me being her net when she fell
and years of her being mine
she's friends with them, but i don't mind
I'm here until she finds someone better
and that's what she did
I've been replaced and so has my heart
with a black hole
i still can't believe, you even compared
never mind choose him to run to when things get hard
after all we've been through...
you chose him...

(i wrote this about my "best friend" and she told me this guy in our school that she had only known for 4 months was tied for her best friend with me, but i know she only said that because she was talking to me, and we have been best friends for 4 years, and we had a really, special bond together, like i can't even explain it that well, unless you have a best friend like this, that you can tell ANYTHING too, do ANYTHING with, and are ALWAYS together, just the strongest relationship you will ever have, not even best friends, sisters, but any who...it stabbed me like a knife when she said it, plus anytime she was upset, she would talk to him, and get mad at me and walk away if i asked her what was wrong, so it hurt really bad because i know he is number 1 in her life, and i wrote this... just to clarify what its all about, thanks for reading =])