I'm just that girl everyone knows for her looks, her sexuality, who's shes been with.
They don't know the real me but its because they never stop to ask...
But one day this girl came to me and said hello and from hanging my head I looked up at a smile like on other.
Dragging a hello out of my self, studdering my words. Standing with my knee's shaking
I knew at that very moment I wanted her to be mine.... I smiled at her and she just looked at me with those eyes-
which tore right into my heart consuming all my sadness and longing for the perfect person.
I remember that day like it was yesterday... But I also remember when she started to walk away..
I felt my heart brake the way I thought it never would. I cried for days knowing I had lost her.
When I say her with someone else I felt so angry and the way I wanted to hate her but i couldn't
I wish she knew....
How dearly I miss her. I wish she could just talk to me once more...
So I could tell her theses things that have been wrapping around my thoughts suffocating
my heart and tearing my hopes away.
I wish It was easy as just hitting the delete on the keyboard to forget her and then yet a part of me doesn't wanna let go
I wish someone could help me.....
