Sat here feeling lonely nowhere too hide
the feeling creeping up on me that feeling inside
the darkness that grows within
the pain that consumes me
only feeling the pain on the inside wanting too feel that pain all over inside and out
the blade by the bed looking ever so tempting
thoughts going through my head
you've been here before don't do it again sooner or later u will end up dead
a silent smile runs across my face
death a sudden release a final escape from this place
faster and faster the darkness grows
how long until i long for this world no more who knows
