The truth

You looked deep into my eyes
and promised to tell me no lies
whispered i love you, you should always believe
promised me you would never leave
well for the fourth time you have walked away
everyone says I'm going to be OK
then the truth finally began to unfold
as your secret was being told
what i thought was real was all a lie
it's like you enjoy watching me cry
you brought me down on my knees
begging and pleading for you to be with me
i was at your every beckon call
was there to catch you if you were ever to fall
i was there to cheer you up if you were down
i made you smile when you carried a frown
you said i love you and called me baby
had me thinking us might be a maybe
when i thought things were looking up and i was standing tall
you would hurt me again and make me fall
then it would start all over again
had me thinking we hadn't reached the end
i was again dreaming every night
that you would once again hold me tight
but its over now you have moved on with your life
even got your new baby handing me the knife
no I'm debating should i use her "friend"
make you two happy and bring my life to an end
what did i do to deserve this from you
I have been hurting since you sad we were through
my life ending doesn't matter you don't care
you were never even there
if i could say one last ting to you
do you know what i would say and do
i would stretch out my arms and say i love you this much
give you a hug and put all my love in that last touch
i guess since you have had enough of me
I'll walk away and take back the key
you have used me so much that i got old
so don't come crying to me when the nights are long and cold
your secrets out and i know how you really feel
i cant believe i thought this was real
and to think you looked me in the eyes
and told me you would tell me no lies