No One Really Knows

Everyone thinks my life's great
Well guess what it's not
Half the things in this fake smile
Is really not what i got

I don't have a great father
To be there for me everyday
I don't have him here when I'm crying
To hug me and say it will be okay

Everyone thinks my moms awesome
But no one really knows
Everything that happens when no ones around
Everything she doesn't show

My brother on the other hand
Sometimes were really tight
But most of the time
We always get in fights

A push or shove with my face on the ground
Sometimes a punch on the lip
God i can't believe
My own brother abuses me like this

Last but not least
The top of my list
Laura-my world my everything
The one I've fallen in love with

First we are all getting along
And everything is going right
Then something destroys it
And it's another crying night

She told me i lost her
That i should just let go
But she still doesn't get it that i just won't
she just doesn't know

So i hope this poem
Can really show
Everyone who thinks i have it all
No one really knows