*messy and written in about 10 minutes. not very organized. but oh well.
stated so clear, so up front.
saying you have nothing on the line for that one thing.
nothing to lose, all to gain.
its funny cause with you
i have so much to lose,
but also so much to gain.
take that chance and risk of everything I've got,
everything I've worked for,
and put it on the line for you.
you can call me crazy,
and i wouldn't dispute the fact
because a situation like this is one thing i cant seem to handle.
"you're worth everything" you say,
but when the time comes you chicken out and run back to your hiding spot,
behind that wall where you can stare at them from a distance
and gather up some courage once again
just to go in circles.
i cant say that I've got nothing to lose
because i have so much to lose going after you.
and call me crazy for going after it,
knowing all my consequences.
I'm one to stay on the safe side.
know my consequences and take smart actions
but this voodoo and magic in my head is making me think otherwise
and I'm headed for a fountain of possible heartache.
all this pain.
under some sort of spell that makes me act like not who i am.
jumping and taking risks.
jumping into a pool of things that will strip everything away from me.