Im going to smile like Im not falling apart,
Laugh like my hearts not breaking,
Pretend Im living in a dream
And act like the pain isn't killing me inside.
But the loneliness tears at my heart
Its weaving a web around me so tight
Like a drug I cannot escape
Its taking over my life
Im addicted to you
You're the weapon I use
But now its gone to far
Ripping apart my chest
It leaves me empty inside
I try to walk away
But Im bound to this pain
So use me, abuse me
Im dying anyway
Its killing me for sure
Destroying me from the inside out
But I cant convince my heart
It hides the pain from the world
So with a smile Im killing myself
So leave me here alone to die
Just one more shot
I can take it I swear
I promise you wont see me cry
