I wish you were a nightmare.
That way none of the pain would be real.
Sadly i know this is no nightmare.
Its worse, its real.
I try to fight it, I refuse to say it.
But i have no choice, Its eating me alive.
Its breaking me, Its three stupid words!
Words I cant say...
Sometimes you make me think I'm always on your mind,
most of the time you make it seem like I ever cross you mind.
You make me smile when I want to cry.
I've told you before, but you never remember.
I do my best to keep my thoughts to myself.
But these thoughts are killing me!
You ask whats wrong, I lie.
and wish you'd make me tell the truth.
Sadly I'm in love with you
But I'm scared to tell you cause I don't think you care.
You tease and you flirt, but whats the point.
My hear is yours and you don't even know it!
A drunk mind speaks a sober heart
My mind is beyond being drunk, and my heart has had its say
The rest is up to you.
You can save me or you can break me.