Theres no one way to describe you.
and I see you.
your eyes staring into mine.
Beautiful yet deadly.
your kiss breath-taking but venomous.
your amazing and irritating. Making me want to smile and scream.
and as you touch me...my skin goes numb.
I want to tell you to stop.
stop making me love you
stop breaking my heart.
making me believe all your stupid lies.
If I could hate you I would.
I would tell you to get lost, just walk away and never come back.
But I know as soon as you open your arms I'm going to involuntarily lean right into your embrace.
Becoming engulfed by your sweet scent.
It all seems perfect and for that one moment
I am completely happy.
and then, I come crashing back into reality
realizing that I will never have you.
never be with the ONE person who knows everything about me without even trying.
and I realize my feelings for you run deeper than I ever thought,
you run through my veins. pumping life into my body. sending shivers up my spine. you have more control over me than you even realize.
you play games screwing with my head, messing with my emotions.
Tricking my heart into believing promises impossible for you to keep.
I haven't cried over you and I don't plan to.
but as I get thrown back into this dark depressive hell I call life.
A tear burns my eyes and I finally see...
I will never get over you......
