Mommy you lied, when you said you'll always be by my side.
daddy you lied, when you told me things get better each night.
brother you lied, when you said i can accomplish bigger things.
sister you lied, when you told me that i belong.
mommy you lied, once you looked me in the eye.
daddy you lied, when you told me so.
brother you lied, once you tried to build me up.
sister you lied, when you thought i was wrong.
The fights we had aren't solved.
the troubles that taunt me are still not gone.
you never accepted me for who i really was,
and tonight i hope that it will start sinking in.
That the day you lied to me, i saw it all through,
i wondered how well you felt for doing it too.
You didn't lie to me once or twice,
my life was built on it, thats how you survived.
maybe you expected me to learn how to do it too,
but i think that I'm a bit more worth.
maybe you lied because the truth really hurts,
or maybe it was your way of shielding me first.
but in the end the most that gave me pain
was all of you
thats why i am no longer walking this earth
the day that you closed me in my coffin
your last words were
'I'm sorry reality got to you first, i never meant to lie to you at first.'