i was finally finding my place in the world,
lost so many many years then,
deep in dispair i didnt want to live anymore,
angels above kept me here,
my heart was hurting in physical pain,
pills drugs alcohol anything,
he took my childhood, took my peace,
loss of innocence loss of trust loss of faith,
razor my friend, love my enemy,
boys used and abused me,
i cried, i hurt, i died, i grew,
sunshine finally spoke through the pit of hell,
four years later im letting life in,
finally finding my place in the world,
found so many many months now.....
