I used to believe one day there'd be an "us,"
But today I realized that this could never be,
We're just too distant to protect each other,
Too far to know what's really going on,
There's no way to know the honest truth,
It's my word against hers,
You love me but she's closer,
So she wins all your attention, hugs, and kisses,
You're too impatient to wait for me,
So I loose two months of my time,
I've wasted two months of me thinking of you,
All day long while I laid in bed,
You were my light, my inspiration to live,
But now... Can I even face you?
I admit, I'm embarrassed I gave you my life,
You were everything I ever hoped for,
Perfect prince charming plus absolutely amazing,
No one else could compare to you,
I always knew I'd eventually love you,
I knew right when we were introduced,
But what I feel doesn't matter anymore,
All I want is you, but she's in your arms,
If I cry, I won't be strong enough,
If I loose hope, I won't be worth it,
But was I ever worth anything to you?
Or was I someone to just waste time with?
Honestly, you broke my heart,
One day I know I'll be okay again,
But until then I'll just walk away,
Knowing there will never be an "us."
