Peaceful in Time

My life in is a downward spiral
I love you but I don't feel it anymore
You make me feel so weird sometimes
Like my lungs are sinking into my body
Is this what love should feel like
I can't breathe and my hands are numb
My body feels helpless as you grab me
You ask if Im alright but you make it worse
My mind takes over my whole body
As the time goes I fell like Im dieng
How can I get over what I am feeling
It happens the same time everyday
I get so anxious that I start to panic
Give me the assurance that I need
You played a game with me that helped
You held me so close and told me it was okay
I didn't believe you and I left you
I made such a big mistake and it took over me
I panicked more and more all the time
You gave me flowers at my door
and I gave you such a big kiss
You wanted me back so bad
But I blamed all of my worry on you
What have I done I can't explain
I grabbed your hand and believed you
I became peaceful in time with you
You have made my life so much better
Without you I really think that I would die
You made all the bad go away and
made me see all the good in myself
Thank you for giving me my life back
I love you so much Juan