It's hard sometimes to live up in a dream that will never come to life;
To want something so bad and be denied.
To think I can get so far,
but never step forward.
Does he understand the love I have for him?
But he does not love the same back.
I am in so much pain and can't heal.
I am foolish to think that I could make him mine.
My tears don't mean anything,
and my kindness means less.
I am living a world full of lies, it's all pretend.
