Your Pretty Hello

Feeling ugly
Is an emotion
I get
When I'm
Down
Not myself
I find
Everything
Possibly
Wrong
On the outside
Because
Everything
Inside
Kills me
I try
To find
That someone
To make
Me realize
I'm worth
Something
For some
Reason
I can't
Do that
On
My own
Are you
Out there?
I'm
Here all
Alone
Soaking
In these
Thoughts
Of
Self-destruction
I know
In my
Heart
You are
Out there
Searching
For me
You're
Just
Making it
So difficult
So
When I
Think I've
Finally found you
It always
Seems you
Runaway
When the
Day does
Show itself
We will
Know
Not by
A touch
Or
A word
But by
The way
You look
Deep
Into
My soul
Push away
All
The pain
And
All the
Cold
Make me
Beauitful
Once again
Are you
There
Hello?