My fear

I look out the window as the train steadily makes it's way up the line
I watch the rest of the passengers
Some full of happiness, some full of despairer
I slowly make my way from one train to the next
Knowing that every step i take brings me closer to you
The train pulls in at your station
I excitedly get off and walk onto the platform
I look around for your smiling face
You aren't there
I make excuses in my head for you to not be here
But as time goes on you don't turn up
I am forced to catch the next train home
With a heavy heart i do so
Just as the train pulls out i see you run onto the platform
Just as i vanish from sight